Me and my roomates talk about life. . . I open it up to her about my experience for the past 4 months . I told her I am suppering for depression, na hindi nila nahahalata, akala nila kaya ako pumapayat just because nag dadiet ako. The reason behind that is depressed ako. I loss almost 10 ponds for the past 4 months. Hindi kase ako nakakatulog, ang dami kong iniisip sobrang stress ako. I am always pretending na I am okey but deep inside me hindi at gusto ko ng bumigay. My roomates told me na “kalimutan ko na sya kase ginawa mo na yung part mo. Hindi na sya healthy for you.” Bigla akong natauha that night sa sinabi nya kase alam ko tama sya. That night I PROMISE to myself na kakalimutan ko na sya. Tomorrow paggising ko bagong ako na ito. Gusto ko ng ibalik ang dating ako. At alam ko kapag ginawa ko yon maraming matutuwa.
Me and my friend attend the seminars somewhere in Ortigas. After that seminars me and my friend walk going to bus stop, habang naglalakad kami we talked about the seminar “worth it sya for us” my friend told me. On the bus I told to my friend “you know what 2006 Ms “D” invited me to attend to that community, she will always texted me hanggang sa nagsawa na nga sya sa akin kase hindi ako nag pupunta. Alam mo ngayon parang pinagsisisihan ko kase kung nakinig lang ako sa kanya “MAYAMAN” na ako ngayon.” But i know hindi pa huli ang lahat. God has a purpose why Me and “D” are not in good terms right now.
